Fragile

I’m shining but I’m frail
My colours are beautiful but I’m pale
And under my thin veil
I’m beautiful in every detail

I’m lustrous but I’m breakable
I am irrational, I am sensational
I have ugly scars that are far from erasable
I am unique, I am irreplaceable

I’m bright, I’m cristal clear
You can see it in my eyes, see it in every tear
But through it all I’ll be there, I will even cheer
I never give up on you, I persevere

So think of me as in a display
And enjoy my smile…
Be careful and stay away…
I’m forever stamped “FRAGILE”

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My tomorrow

My tomorrow…. !?
My tomorrow will be full of moments….
Moments of sadness
Moments of pleasure
Even moments of craziness
That you can’t even measure

My tomorrow will be full of people
Full of good folks
Full of bad haters
People who put up to my hopes
People who will be great at being traitors

My tomorrow will be full of pictures
Pictures where I smile
Pictures where I’m sad
Pictures taken with a bit of style
Pictures with all the good and all the bad

I will reach my highest point or my lowest
But I will aim to have a good life too
My tomorrow will be full of moments…
Moments without you…

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Behind the door

Standing in the door frame
My life laid in front of me
All the mistakes, all the shame
All the hopes, the things that were supposed to be.

All of it was in front of my face
All the feelings and what comes with them of illusions
Each happy and sad moment, every place
All the dreams, all the delusions…

And I smiled…

From every tear, a lesson was learned
And every fear made me stronger
There was a lot of souvenirs I earned
And all those slips made me stand taller.

In front of my past I stood
And then looked into your eyes
That’s when I understood
What a shining star you are in my skies…

It’s a moment of joy, you set me free
So I took your hand and closed the door behind me…

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Hush hush

Hush hush, baby don’t cry
Let those tears on your face dry
I’m going to sing to you a lullaby
So you can know why…

Hush hush, your life is hard I know
Every day you put on a show
With a smile, with a glow
That goes with the lightest blow…

Hush hush little one, I feel it
I’ve been there and I get it
But you won’t give up, won’t quit
I know little girl, you’re going to make it…

Hush hush, there’s a lot to tell
You will fight for good, you will rebel
Then you will fall just where I fell
But no worries! You always find a heaven in this hell…

Hush hush, the show goes on
But after all said and done
Each pain will be gone
And you will learn to enjoy every new dawn…

Hush hush, look where you’re going to be
Little girl, the confused heartbroken little version of me…

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I digged out the past

Today, I digged out the past
All the moments from my memory
All the sad parts, all the blast
I got it all out of my directory

My memories laid all in front of me
I stared and I remembered
And then one by one I set them free
I am done being anchored

One by one pictures were torn apart
One by one lyrics left the songs
It’s eradication before a new start
It’s rectifying all the wrongs

And one by one, my wounds healed
And my sadness went away
All my scars had been concealed
I am ready for whatever comes my way

Today, I digged out the past
I put it all on display
And Oh! It was a blast
When I saw your face at the end of the day.