Behind the door

Standing in the door frame
My life laid in front of me
All the mistakes, all the shame
All the hopes, the things that were supposed to be.

All of it was in front of my face
All the feelings and what comes with them of illusions
Each happy and sad moment, every place
All the dreams, all the delusions…

And I smiled…

From every tear, a lesson was learned
And every fear made me stronger
There was a lot of souvenirs I earned
And all those slips made me stand taller.

In front of my past I stood
And then looked into your eyes
That’s when I understood
What a shining star you are in my skies…

It’s a moment of joy, you set me free
So I took your hand and closed the door behind me…

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Hush hush

Hush hush, baby don’t cry
Let those tears on your face dry
I’m going to sing to you a lullaby
So you can know why…

Hush hush, your life is hard I know
Every day you put on a show
With a smile, with a glow
That goes with the lightest blow…

Hush hush little one, I feel it
I’ve been there and I get it
But you won’t give up, won’t quit
I know little girl, you’re going to make it…

Hush hush, there’s a lot to tell
You will fight for good, you will rebel
Then you will fall just where I fell
But no worries! You always find a heaven in this hell…

Hush hush, the show goes on
But after all said and done
Each pain will be gone
And you will learn to enjoy every new dawn…

Hush hush, look where you’re going to be
Little girl, the confused heartbroken little version of me…

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Ghost of the past

Ghost of the past
You hit again
Tightened your embrace fast
Reminded me of a forgotten pain
You are a mist
Hovering over my day
You weren’t missed
While being away

But there you are
I couldn’t see through
Everything was a blur
So my sadness grew

And out of the shade
He came
To my aid
He just called my name
He soothed my fear
I followed his voice
You started to disappear
And I started to rejoice

Ghost of the past, you were gone…
A voice, a pair of eyes became a new dawn…

Knife of fire

A notebook left for the dust to write on it

A pen left for the wind to dry the ink from it

Some words left hanging on in the air

Some feelings that my heart cannot bear

 

I leave it all

There is no return

I had fell my fall

And it used the hard way to make me learn

 

What I deserve, what I desire

Is just a knife that sets my heart on fire

Left behind

A heart left behind

A soul left broken

A face always on my mind

But the door isn’t left open

 

A smile that reflects a lot

Some sadness some regrets

Forget you that I cannot

And I am left in such a mess

 

The waiting had come to an end

My heart will be given to another one

My feelings are banned and I am left to pretend

To your memory I aimed and fired my gun

The other side of me

I have another side, a dark one
A side that appears when you’re gone
A side where there is no fun
A dark side pulling a gun

I have another side, a dark one
A side that keeps away the sun
A side that pushes me to make a run
A dark side that lately had won

I have another side, it’s not light
A side that is too quite
A side that is wrong not right
A dark side that appears mostly at night

I have another side, the one that makes me write
A side that let the fire in me ignite
A side that makes me see in black and white
A dark side that is present tonight

I have a side that wants to break free
I have a side waiting for an answer to his plea
I have a side that you refuse to see
It’s the other side of me…

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What I would give

I would give everything to see that smile
I would walk, I would even run the first mile
I would fly the sky, I would swim the nile
Just keep smiling at me once in a while.

I would give everything to see that spark in your eyes
I would do anything, think the unwise
If you would look at me until the night dies
Until dreams are awake, until the sunrise.

I would give everything to feel your touch
I would tell you that I missed you so much
And I wouldn’t care how some people judge
How on my heart you fastened your clutch

I would give everything and much more
If I just get what I’m wishing for…

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