Maybe it’s just a question
But deep, it’s a confession
That the story had ended
All the cuts were amended
How is he?
It set my heart free
From being crashed
From a hard past
No I’m not in trance
I am just giving a chance
For my wounds to heal
For my peace to be real
It’s a simple question I confess
But to what I can guess
It’s deeper than any extent
It had put my past to an end
Lately I’ve been accused.
I am being accused of dreaming for hours, imagining us on a calm night, sitting on some grass, counting stars, wishing upon shooting ones.
I am being accused of picturing again and again every move, every touch.
Accused… of feeling your lips on mine, of putting my hands around your neck, of wanting to be nearer, of wanting nothing else.
Accused… of seeing no one else among all those people, of feeling that electric current going through me and tingling my body whenever I look into your eyes.
Accused… of smiling when I see your face, of saying the world doesn’t matter once our stares are locked.
Accused… of falling…
I will not be on the defensive because if falling for you is a crime… then I’m guilty as charged!
Ghost of the past
You hit again
Tightened your embrace fast
Reminded me of a forgotten pain
You are a mist
Hovering over my day
You weren’t missed
While being away
But there you are
I couldn’t see through
Everything was a blur
So my sadness grew
And out of the shade
He came
To my aid
He just called my name
He soothed my fear
I followed his voice
You started to disappear
And I started to rejoice
Ghost of the past, you were gone…
A voice, a pair of eyes became a new dawn…
Today, I digged out the past
All the moments from my memory
All the sad parts, all the blast
I got it all out of my directory
My memories laid all in front of me
I stared and I remembered
And then one by one I set them free
I am done being anchored
One by one pictures were torn apart
One by one lyrics left the songs
It’s eradication before a new start
It’s rectifying all the wrongs
And one by one, my wounds healed
And my sadness went away
All my scars had been concealed
I am ready for whatever comes my way
Today, I digged out the past
I put it all on display
And Oh! It was a blast
When I saw your face at the end of the day.
It’s dark in here
I can barely see the light
It’s cold in here
I can barely will myself to fight
And after my struggles to breathe
I gave up all the tries
And I realised I’m on my knees
I’m drowning in your lies
When the real wind blew
All my past went into dust
I discovered nothing was true
I was blind to give all my trust
No I won’t cry, I won’t grieve
I’m starting to see the skies
And I started again to believe
I will no longer be drowning in your lies
And I turn and turn and turn…
And with every turn I see a face
I see a shadow
I see a memory
And I see you….
And I go back to a time where we danced
To a time where I was swaying
To a time where a dream took me away
To a time where you were real
And I turn and turn and turn….
And I hear you
And I am in your arms
And we sway and swing
And I turn until you disappear
And I turn to face a mirror where I dance alone
And I keep turning until I see no more
And I bow my head for my finale….
Go on you say
But I stand still
Don’t want to pursue my way
I am not moving up neither downhill
You said it “go on”
I was supposed to believe you
And move on
I was supposed to delete you
You said “go on” clearly
But it is you that I need
But my heart will willingly
Without you continue to bleed
“Go on… Move on…”
And on I went…
A notebook left for the dust to write on it
A pen left for the wind to dry the ink from it
Some words left hanging on in the air
Some feelings that my heart cannot bear
I leave it all
There is no return
I had fell my fall
And it used the hard way to make me learn
What I deserve, what I desire
Is just a knife that sets my heart on fire
A heart left behind
A soul left broken
A face always on my mind
But the door isn’t left open
A smile that reflects a lot
Some sadness some regrets
Forget you that I cannot
And I am left in such a mess
The waiting had come to an end
My heart will be given to another one
My feelings are banned and I am left to pretend
To your memory I aimed and fired my gun
It’s only a button…
D for deteriorating everything
E for escaping all the pain
L for all the love we shared
E for being emancipated from your grip
T for the time I spent mourning
E for extracting you from my heart…
It’s only a button to press
And I am just a button away…
DELETE…
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