What if….?!

What if… there are so many!

What if I went somewhere else

What if I wasn’t playing the notes

What if that night I walked away

What if I didn’t call

What if I wasn’t in the mood for a road trip

What if I gave up earlier

What if…

But here’s the thing

I wouldn’t have spent enjoying all this time

I wouldn’t have learned that much

I wouldn’t have had all those memories 

I wouldn’t be writing what I am writing now

Because some mistakes are meant to be made and to tell you the truth… you were the best mistake I have ever made…

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Time to let go

I think the journey had come to an end.

It’s time to let go, say goodbye.

Before we go our ways, let me just say:

You made me so happy and you also made me cry. I am grateful for both.

You made me experience love in all its kinds.

You taught me how to always smile, it could brighten someone else’s life.

You introduced to friends, some will always be there and some will stay behind.

You taught me how to listen to Music, you made me love it more, you made me feel every note.

Thank you for every moment.

Thank you for all the crazy moments, thank you for the unforgettable laughters.

10… 9… 8… I made my peace, I am looking forward for what’s next…

7… 6… 5… It’s time to let you go….

4… 3… Will I miss you!? Maybe…

2… But really, thank you for the memories…

1… You were a good year 2016…

Goodbye…

Princes and Frogs

Once upon a time, there was a princess who lived happily at her father’s palace.
And one day, she met a frog…
The frog turned out to be a cursed prince… they fell in love… and lived happily ever after.
That’s the fairytale!
In life, that’s how it happens but in some cases it just doesn’t!
It’s all about kissing frogs and turning them into princes! Or kissing dead girls and bringing them back to life!
In my life, I have kissed a lot of frogs… some turned into princes for other princesses and some, well, they just stayed frogs!
They are two types of people, the princes and the frogs or the dead princesses and the evil witches.
So the question that relies here is are you a cursed prince or just a frog!?!
Or really… am I that dead!?!?!

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At peace

It used to be the sweetest sound. It used to be what my ears longed to hear.
A voice that was my lullaby, a reason for me to dream.
In the darkness it was my light, my salvation through hell, it was my courage in face of fear.
One day, nightmares came over, a path through a long tunnel began and whenever I hear that voice, I pierced the night with a scream.
At last, serenity reigned in my kingdom. I am healed.
It took one ring and one button to end it. Now I can say I am finally at peace…

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Salutation

In the name of the right kind of wrong,
In the name of utopian love,
In the name of all fairy tales…
I salute you

In the name of love in dark corners,
Stolen kisses in the crowd,
Secret joy during deep sadness…
I salute you

In the name of the broken soul you are trying to heal,
In the name of the wounded heart you are trying to mend,
In the name of what we are and are not…
I… salute you!

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In court

Lately I’ve been accused.
I am being accused of dreaming for hours, imagining us on a calm night, sitting on some grass, counting stars, wishing upon shooting ones.
I am being accused of picturing again and again every move, every touch.
Accused… of feeling your lips on mine, of putting my hands around your neck, of wanting to be nearer, of wanting nothing else.
Accused… of seeing no one else among all those people, of feeling that electric current going through me and tingling my body whenever I look into your eyes.
Accused… of smiling when I see your face, of saying the world doesn’t matter once our stares are locked.
Accused… of falling…
I will not be on the defensive because if falling for you is a crime… then I’m guilty as charged!

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Smile at me

Smile at me, make me whole again.
Smile at me, let me forget everything else.
Let me drown in your world, let me ignore the rest. Just smile at me, bring me back to life.
Smile at me, for the fools at the intelligence table, for the irony of life, for the pains in the world, for what’s worth and for the worthless, smile and turn the wrongs into rights.
Smile at me, let your eyes shine, let my stars be bright again, let my sky have its sun back.
Smile at me, it’s who you are, it’s how I know you, it’s how the world pictures you.
Smile at me, it’s what I love, it’s what makes me want to look at you and stare, what makes me find a lost meaning.
Those lips slightly parted, those teeth, those eyes shining, that face illuminating… it’s what rules my dreams.
Smile at me because I love it.
Smile at me, I love you…

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